Sunday, September 14, 2008
9-14-08
well... I am really struggling right now. I woke up this morning and got sick, which hurt the incision because it made me flex me stomach muscles. :( Its so hard because I am still really sore and now getting sick it makes me wonder if I can go back to school. I feel so torn because I feel that that is where God wants me to be and yet there has just been one struggle after another since I have been there which makes me wonder if God really does want me there or if I am suppose to take some time off and focus on my health. I want to do God's will but I am struggling as to knowing what that is. And I think my wants are maybe getting in the way too. Sorry if none of this makes sense, I am just rambling. I needed to get it off my chest.
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Kylee,
I haven't met you, but I feel I know you a bit. I work at Oregon trail with your Dad. He has helped my these last 2 weeks with my new computer and I've asked him about you here and there. I've been praying for you off and on for quite some time.
Just read your blog for the first time Friday evening. My heart was heavy for all of you and I did the best I can do and purposed to pray regularly. Can't imaging how tough it is to walk through this looonnnng process. I guess this life here on earth is a continuous walk, preparing us for eternity.
Sounds like you're asking all the right questions. I've just these past 8-10 years felt like I'm learning how to hear from God without that "deer in the headlights" feeling. I'm almost 57 and I wish I had learned earlier in my life. Many times I asked for neon lights, flashing, saying DO THIS!!! I'll look for my list of things I do to hear from Him and let you know.
You keep on asking!! I do know that He give you that sense of peace when you come to the right road and that peace is wonderful.
I'll be praying you will have that peace!! Keep asking Him!
Much love, Peggy
Hi Kylee,
I know how discouraged you are right now, but give yourself a couple of days to start healing and things will be better. I am sure God will guide you in the way you should go. For the next couple of days just take it easy and recover from your surgery and getting your medication to start working. We love you and we know that God will not give you more than you can handle.
Love,
Granny
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