Just got an email from my Doctor and I cannot get my PICC out before Maui. May not sound like a big deal but she had told me (while I was in Minnesota) that if I got my tube changed I could get it out. So I got my hopes up, thinking yea I get to swim and snorkel on our vacation. Well I was hospitalized and got my tube changed... now it is a monstrosity that sticks out 10-11 inches from my belly(not great for sitting on the beach in a bikini, or anything because it is such a pain) and now she says I have to wait a couple weeks to get my PICC out. WHAT THE HECK???? Are you kidding me? So I changed my tasteful button tube for this huge thing and for nothing. I should have waited till after Maui if it wasn't going to make a difference. Because now I am not even going to use it Maui, we are going to use my PICC instead because the supplies pack easier. I am furious, disappointed, and feeling like nothing can go my way ever. It can't ever be easy, and straight forward. I am so sad right now I can't stop crying.
I am sorry this is not my normal update, I try to be positive with all things but I just can't with this one and I needed to express what I am feeling because I just want to scream. I am mad. So please pray for me because I am just feeling like my prayers aren't being heard. :(
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Hi Sweetie, of course we will pray for you! It's just another rut in the bumpy road of life, and it's not fair..but nobody promised us that life would be fair :(
Just try to think positive, you can still enjoy beautiful Hawaii, even tho you won't get to do everything. I know how you feel, and I am continually praying for you. Love and hugs, Granny
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